I keep changing my mind. Ive already been cleared for swim and went to a couple of the practices, but i miss the tlors like $O^$^#!$@*&^% !!!!!!!!!!!! and peters doing xc for lindbergh and i love him so much it be super cool to see him at all the meets (: and my cousins doing it for hazen. *sigh* this is tough. ive already set goals for this season. state in the 100 free. like that'll happen.. ? gotta work for it tho. ima bring spirit beads :D do we have cool cheers? thats probably my main concern hahahha. michaelas guna be super beast by the end! i wish we stretched more we need to stretch and have team bonding (: make those goal card thingys with quotes and stuff. who am i kidding im a muthaeffin fish. plus i have friends on like all the other teams? errrgg im debating with myself over xanga! this is ridiculous!

at last! i am freeeee :))) changing the publish to facebook setting was the most incredible decision ive made today.

clayton got his first income tax return today, only 10 dollars. ahahah, enought to buy 20 packs of beemans gum =]!

other than that, i dont have much to say.

last night i went to abbie platters with brittany! we played mario party three and get this?!!? milky txtd my wooomaaann!! hollllaa <3<3<3 abbie has the coolest house, reminds me of like bilbo bagins house from lotr xD it was tight! her families so welcoming, we ate froyo and some of us had whole bbq'd chicken legs *coughclaytonandjasoncough*

p.s. ive never felt so alone and tired, ive gotten used to feeling sad all the time.

crying til  1 in the morning, not fun, i dont recommend it.